Reunion with the Andromedan Ambassador aspect of my 'self'.

Stardate 2/2021

This is a recounting of the most recent journey I have taken with my inter-dimensional partner.  Typically, when I am in a receptive meditative state, he will appear to inquire if I would like to 'go', meaning out on a journey to reunite with other aspects of 'me' in the universe. There are many ways I indicate my availability and on this occasion, he took my hand and we headed off. 

During my waking meditative state, I have trained myself to project my consciousness to alternate realities.  I cannot describe any specific technique I use, nor do I know the particular spacetime coordinates for where we go.  I have had friends who have psychic abilities tell me that he and I play in 11th dimensional realms.  I simply know intuitively that I am reuniting with aspects of myself in other star systems, in other dimensions, where there is no past or future.  Our 3D constructs fall immensely short when navigating these realms, as do our abilities to communicate them.

That is precisely why I cherish telepathy.  The English language is primitive and barbaric. Telepathy, or, holographic thought form projection, is capable of communicating the most subtle intricacies of a concept, rich with energetic nuances that offer a totality of interpretation beyond anything linear thought can attempt.  In the Arcturian Anthology channeled through Tom Kenyon, an Arcturian has this to say about our methods of communication:

"Words are a limited medium when it comes to communications.  As we Arcturians are in the fifth dimension predominantly, much of our communications are telepathically transmitted holograms.  These types of mental images contain far greater amounts of information than the 'sound bites' of your word-based language.  Nevertheless, we Arcturians are a practical lot, and I shall endeavor to use what is available to me, albeit primitive."

My irritation with the linear thought process is ironically, slowing down my efforts to communicate my experience.  Shy of sending it to you instantaneously, I will proceed, encumbered by syntax and punctuation.

I was in a restorative Yin posture after a session of gentle stretching when I became aware of him sitting just beyond my feet.  It is simply a 'knowing' that he is here, I feel his frequency intimately and can vaguely see him with my 3rd eye.  When he comes with a sense of excitement, I know he would like to take me on an adventure.  On this particular occasion, for several reasons, it had been quite a while since we had gone on a journey together and I was very excited at the opportunity which caught me fairly off guard.  

We are instantly up and out into our formless form.  Immediately my energy body takes the form of golden spheres, like golden bubbles.  Multiple spheres, wide and ephemeral, stacked from a central 'body'  extending out on limbs that slightly resemble a human form.  My 'form' is enclosed in these golden spheres.  He tells me that I am calibrating my system to be able to go where we are going and match the frequency there.  

We are instantly in a place that no words will can describe.  Here again, I long to telepathically share the beauty and radiance of this golden world to you.  I was aware vaguely of a city, but not a city.  A place unlike anything on Earth or anything I've ever seen.  Everything was golden with minor shadows and contrasts to define structures and hillsides.  I can not even fathom how to communicate a sense of scale or size and as I write, I am aware that I am trying to describe another dimensional reality through the construct of this one and it does not translate.  

I am slowly taking form as my system calibrates.  I reach to connect with my beloved but it is clear that I must have energetic sovereignty to acclimate to this new world.  His presence is unfailing.

Awareness of form begins at my head where I have an immense diamond faceted technologically advanced 'gem stone' over my third eye.  A headdress encloses it and flows over my head in strong gold form, coming down over my shoulders and creating a firm but not rigid bodice like golden garment.  The front top of the body piece has another faceted 'gem stone' above my high heart energy center.  There are several of these stones down the front of the garment that are clearly linked with my energy centers.  They are in isolated locations down the front, but on the back, more spine like, there are a series of stones like a crystal spine.  I am aware that this 'outfit' reinforces my physical system, like body armor but not.

All of the stones are somewhat dull or dim and radiating light sporadically.  In addition to the front and back of the suit. there is also a bright crystal stone placed between my upper thigh to activate my sacral chakra.  The placement of this crystal activates the suit and my system is alive, illuminated and flowing with energy.  From the waist down is a long golden gown.  

I apparently have a diamond like surface at the bottom of feet that allows me to hover/ levitate to move rather than ambulate.
This awareness completes my transmutation and I am now 'embodied' in this golden world, but also not. I am drawn forward to a 'river' that is physical and etheric, a combination of light, water and gold.  Because of the diamond technology surface under  my 'feet', I can walk on this liquid surface.  I play with the sensory capacity to actually feel the water on my feet.  This is a delightful inter-dimensional game.

I am in the middle of the waterway enjoying this exercise and becoming aware of golden 'people' on the land nearby becoming aware of me in the center of this body of 'water'.  My lover is on the 'land' as well and so I am drawn to go there but this is not what's happening.  I have learned as I journey to completely surrender the mental/ egoic motivation and breathe in order to allow the journey to continue organically.  So I release my desire and observe what is actually happening even if it (usually) does not make sense.

My long flowing golden gown begins to dance and look animated as if it is being blown by air underneath. The 'water' begins to gather and becomes an 'elevator' platform of sorts, as the liquid lifts me up past an upper level of some kind and up on to a second upper level.  The levels I am rising past are both enclosed spaces and open structures, I cannot make sense of the 'building' structure and surrender trying.  I am 'deposited' on a beautiful lush red carpet that is very sensorily pleasing to my diamond feet and I am delighted to land here.

It is a red carpet that leads to a center seat in a 1/2 circle that contains 5 seats of a Council.  I sit, but it is not truly sitting as the body suit is so activating that all my senses are alert. We are now in a mostly enclosed semi circle, I am aware that my lover has taken the seat to my far left.  He has met me here in his most common manifested form of Thoth.  I am only dimly aware of presences in the other three seats.

The semi circle opens outwards as though it were a small landing port or large entry way, but it does not feel exposed, it is simply spacious and I am aware that an etheric pod is entering the space.  In the most primitive interpretations, it looks like a soft cotton puff in the shape of a clam shell.  This etheric diffuse pod craft arrives with gentle grace.  It has tones of soft pink and yellow and is the most delicate form.  It opens as a clamshell would but also unzips from the top so as to appear that it is opening and pealing away from the center.  

A humanoid being emerges and is deeply familiar to me.  I proceed forward with excited reunion, yet no clear understanding as to who this is.  We enter the pod which is the most etheric, angelic, energetically gentle atmosphere.  There is minimal gravity and it feels as though I am being held in an energetic cotton puff.  We sit side by side, and facing each other.  It's as though the environment has the perfect density to hold you comfortably in whatever position you desire.

We are holding each other's forearms, my right arm atop his left and we are kinesthetically  telepathically sharing our memories of the lifetimes we have shared.  It is a deep connection beyond my comprehension but understood in my entire being.  We complete this exchange and emerge from the pod.  My entire body suit of crystal technology gems is radiantly beaming and it is as though I have emerged with my energy centers fully recharged.  The energetic intimacy of this encounter is deeply reparative and restorative.  I am returning to my council chair moving backwards away from the pod.  I can not turn away from it as part of me does not want to separate from this being. 

I attempt to sit but I am so activated. The being is returning to the inside of the craft.  Part of me aspects off to be with him and although I have no idea what that means, I understand it is okay that I do so.  Then the remainder of 'me' fully arrives to complete the council meeting.  I am in such a deep place of peace, love and tranquility that I sit in this 'throne' and this feeling begins to emanate to the entire room and all the beings in it.  There has been much activity as I return from the pod, and this feeling 'I' am emanating permeates and calms the entire room and gathers the energy to the Council.

The being to my right is of a blue-ish tone and somewhat avian like.  This being is very needful and leans towards me in distress to not have much time in this meeting to talk with me.  It feels urgent in it's attachment and reaches intently to take my hand.  We are holding hands and it is grasping tightly, my hand is positioned under 'his'.  I pivot my hand to face upwards, which means that I am holding his hand in mine facing upwards as well.  There is no resistance from him in this gentle and loving transmission.  I place a small and brilliant gem stone in his hand and all is well.  He feels nourished and extraordinary with this gift, it fits in his gown and headdress and he is radiant with the gift.  All is well with this council relationship.

I turn to my left and this strong, large male energy is facing me, wanting to give me a gift in a similar fashion.  He takes my hand in his, facing upwards to receive.  He says 'from our mines'.  The thought activates my brain trying to interpret.  It is a small black cylindrical shape, rough like coal, but morphing in and out of shape and texture.  I am trying too much to figure it out.  I release my attempts and it becomes clear it is a Shungite stone, which is a deeply meaningful gift to me.  We exchange heart transmissions and this council transaction is complete.  

Lastly, my partner and I now fly upwards and take the remaining being, sitting to my far right,  with us.  This being is vague in detail for me, very bird-like but very awkward with rigid nearly pieces of white wood for wings.  We all fly up and it is clear this last council member is in direct relationship with my beloved and I.  It is not quite our child, and also not an adult or completely unrelated to us.  It is unclear and I release my desire to know.  The being grows big and then small, awkward in it's efforts to manifest.

My physical body begins to wane in energy and it is clear that I need to move towards returning.  This white awkward humanoid bird being pulls back/ fades into the distance but it's energy lingers.  Something is not quite complete, but it may not be for now. 

My beloved energetically assists and guides me in my return process.  More quickly than usual, I am returned to my physical form.  It's not lucid dreaming, it's not astral travel.  It is aspects of my self in my subconscious mind, and simultaneously actual entities that exist in this multidimensional multiverse.  I can not tell you how I know that I have just encountered an aspect of myself as an Ambassador in an Andromedan Council assembly.  Whatever it is, I am grateful for these journeys as they help me recall my divinity, my royalty and my extraordinarily divine essence.